i hate it when people think that i’m looking for attention when i call myself shitty, but that’s how i really feel about myself.
i’m surprised i don’t get dizzy constantly looking down on myself
i just want to be tiny. i want to look cute in baggy clothes instead of looking like a hippo. i want to be comfortable in my skin. i dont want to feel the need to compare myself to everyone. i constantly downgrade myself. i dont talk to people cuz i know they will find someone better and more interesting so why? i just want to feel like im enough for once, not a second choice. im tired of feeling so alone and empty.
im just tired of this all.